lame, i know.
i feel like going for a drive, to maine. skipping the rest of the week. going to maine. be with katie. and get my test done.
i've been in pretty much a huge amount of pain lately. i'm nervous that something's wrong. but it might just be my imagination. as usual. because we all know how i look into things too much.
katie's parents are selling her house. she's torn apart. i feel terrible that i can't be there for her. i'm only 3 hours away...and i can't be there. saturday's a night game...so it's not like i can go home this weekend.
i love being here in amherst. but i love maine. with all my heart. and the people. all the people.
i've been listening to say anything and feeling left out nonstop these past few weeks...
nothing's helping me get a grasp on life.
everyone's about going out...and all i can think about is wanting to stay in...watch a movie...and wait for something.
lame, i know.
i've been in pretty much a huge amount of pain lately. i'm nervous that something's wrong. but it might just be my imagination. as usual. because we all know how i look into things too much.
katie's parents are selling her house. she's torn apart. i feel terrible that i can't be there for her. i'm only 3 hours away...and i can't be there. saturday's a night game...so it's not like i can go home this weekend.
i love being here in amherst. but i love maine. with all my heart. and the people. all the people.
i've been listening to say anything and feeling left out nonstop these past few weeks...
nothing's helping me get a grasp on life.
everyone's about going out...and all i can think about is wanting to stay in...watch a movie...and wait for something.
lame, i know.