get off the line, time to fly. oh the summertime.
i have never felt more sad and happy at the same time in my entire life.
it's nice to be headed to amherst to my apartment with my girls who make me laugh. but it's sad to leave maine again, where i have some of the most amazing friends ever.
i feel like i'm a person split in two. half of me belongs here, and half of me belongs there. where do they meet? i don't know.
i've been so stressed out. i had an anxiety attack this morning, why? because i woke up 15 minutes late. it's like the littlest thing is setting me off now.
i need to pack my car, TRY and eat something, and start driving.
this summer, is for sure in my top 5 favorite summers. the past 2 or 3 weeks have been some of the best in my life. just as i'm finally happy in maine, i need to leave. just as i'm finally finding out what i need, i have to leave.
saying goodbye for the first time is so hard...but now...it's easier, yet even harder. i've seen katie every summer and i say bye to her more than any of my friends. but it's like, she's one of the hardest people for me to say goodbye to. saying goodbye to katie and jamie last night...was so difficult. and saying goodbye to rory last night...was heartbreaking. we've finally started hanging out again, and now i need to leave.
i'm so thankful that he stopped by last night. i was panicing...and my family was not helping me settle down. i'm so glad that i got to see him again. and katie and jamie stopping by...i needed that. i need their hugs.
i need to load my car.
it's nice to be headed to amherst to my apartment with my girls who make me laugh. but it's sad to leave maine again, where i have some of the most amazing friends ever.
i feel like i'm a person split in two. half of me belongs here, and half of me belongs there. where do they meet? i don't know.
i've been so stressed out. i had an anxiety attack this morning, why? because i woke up 15 minutes late. it's like the littlest thing is setting me off now.
i need to pack my car, TRY and eat something, and start driving.
this summer, is for sure in my top 5 favorite summers. the past 2 or 3 weeks have been some of the best in my life. just as i'm finally happy in maine, i need to leave. just as i'm finally finding out what i need, i have to leave.
saying goodbye for the first time is so hard...but now...it's easier, yet even harder. i've seen katie every summer and i say bye to her more than any of my friends. but it's like, she's one of the hardest people for me to say goodbye to. saying goodbye to katie and jamie last night...was so difficult. and saying goodbye to rory last night...was heartbreaking. we've finally started hanging out again, and now i need to leave.
i'm so thankful that he stopped by last night. i was panicing...and my family was not helping me settle down. i'm so glad that i got to see him again. and katie and jamie stopping by...i needed that. i need their hugs.
i need to load my car.