Apr 11, 2005 20:55
oh man. after only 2 1/2 hours of sleep last night, i'm suprisingly still awake. i got up at 630 and studied linguistics. at 11 i took my exam. i think i did really good. there was less stuff than i thought. and i think i did great. hopefully. we'll see thursday i guess!
i don't feel like doing any work tonight. i think i deserve a little break. but maybe it's just me. maybe i'll end up reading for history. fucking have to read 200 pages this week. i'm pissed. and i have a sociology exam on thursday. i should study for that. i'm worried about that class.
what else...i passed in my history film review today. i think i did good on that too.
tech class was good. got a lot done. felt pretty good about it. umm...
i met sully's sister this evening. she is a hoot! they are so alike, it's great! funny lady, very funny lady.
umm...
i keep having these dreams, but they're more like memories. and it's odd. cause i try and do the opposite of what i original did, and i can't. but then i dream about stuff that might happen...and it's amazing. amazing.
i wish i could understand what i'm feeling. i wish i could fall in love. then i thought today, maybe i am in love. maybe he's been there all these years...maybe i'm just trying to avoid it.
i'm lying to myself right now. i know he's just my friend. 'no one ever thinks of me that way.'
true story no joke.
i feel like doing some hemp and watching a movie...maybe i will.
lame!