teeenage tiiiime ... killer.

[yourpretty_lies]

since being grounded means
all i can do is eat, sleeep, and breath.
i have been thinking ALOT.
kinda scaring myself when i shouldnt be.
im just a fucking kid, i shouldnt be
thinking of the stuff i do think about.

life is short. everyone should live
life to the fullest. cos life is short.
you never know when it could be cut short.
and being grounded. obviously you cant live life.
and its scaring me. cos whoo knows how long
ill be grounded for. theres soooo many things
i want to do and experience. and im afriad
im not gunna be able to. which is nonsence
cos im younge. i have my whole life ahead of me
but for some reason lately im reeaalllyy
scaring myself with this thought that time
is passing soo fast and im still grounded.
fuck fuck fuck.
i want to be able to talk to my mom about
this stuff i think about , and i cant.
it sucks. i wish she wasnt like this. i mean
iii love her so much. but she is just soo
difficult to be around.
but anyways.. this thought in my head
is weird. im gunna live my life the way i want.
to the fullest. <3

ii miisss my friends alot.