Feb 22, 2005 02:34
im so emotional these days...
after going to the emo spot i feel much better.
i miss HIM. he makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same time. he makes me smile. i can't help but be preoccupied with fear though. i don't wanna hurt anymore. i just want to be...happy. i forsee lasting happiness yet im still afraid to dive right in. please be patient with me, my dear, and understand that my feelings for you are genuine. each day i feel like im growing closer to you. you are amazing. truly amazing.
i have everything and nothing running through my head rite now. im sooo stressed out. i feel as if im being stretched from every angle. im trying to make time for everybody...i really am. it's tough. i'm busy. please be patient. <3
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