Jun 26, 2004 00:52
I sit here and i read all of these live journals about sadness and bieng single and lonely, and i think yes, i wish that i wasnt single and want to write a sad emo little post about how i wish i wasnt so alone....but then i realize that to be upset over this is understandable but also at the same time....quite ridiculous! Why look at the glass half empty and cry when you can look at the glass half full and smile? Honestly, all of your world should not revolve around a girl, i mean i have girls that i wouldnt mind bieng with, but not bieng with them isnt making me sad because i realize that there still my friends and on top of that i have plenty of other friends to hang with, i havent been home for a full night in weeks because i have so many good friends to hang out with....I guess just looking at the glass as half empty isnt seeming so right to me anymore. Any matter, when you see how blessed you are and actually look at all that you have...its hard to be sad. Well at least for me it is.
Any who, tonight was a good time, we went to the bowling alley after a long day of work that got wonderful when brandon showed up...followed then by Brian, Shannon, and Ashley. Then about 5 minutes later Bre and lenna showed up. Its amazing, i was like cool someone here to talk to, but it seems that when they show up i start having customers to tend to. O well, tears of sadness overcome me....no its ok because after i worked i talked with them for a little while, and then after i closed i went to the bowling alley which was fun except lenna wouldnt give me my shirt back. Which i really didnt care about but decided to over exhagerate its importance. Anywho we had fun in the parking lot dancing like crazy fools....brian, brandon, grant, and lenna all rode with me back to church....no one else so dont even think that someone else was in the car...
We chilled in the parking lot, fun times, then we went to aerielle and lennas house and said farewell to our fine friends Aerielle and Lenna, you leave for montana and we will miss you mucho mucho! I will think of you, think of you fondly! YAY...but yes i hope you both have a great time in montana try not to cry cus i know youll be tempted to bieng away from us so long...tears of sadness overcome me.
Ok well i want to go for now but who knows ill possibly write again later....Bye Y'all.
SHAWN