Aug 27, 2005 02:55
I am i liar, all i really want is canada, and that person to share it with...
I bowled way to much today, i cant feel my arm, bowling no longer appeals to me, i think to much when i bowl, and im way to competitive, and i used way to many ,,,,,, in this sentencs.
You can search all over for answers to questions, answers to feelings, solutions to problems. But when you find youself locked within the boundaries set before you, none may be found. The need for answers leaves you longing now not even for what you had, but just for a chance to let it be known, that you realize what you had. You realize what you have lost, and how important it was.
I have seen movies where there were people confined to cells, and in those cells, there was a part of the door that the resident could see through. I think that viewing window was there to torture the resident with what he couldnt have, what he couldnt get to.
I have softball practice in 4 hours, i dont think im going to sleep anymore. Sleeping and thinking dont mix.