The Estate of Lord Hobbes
that's what I'm gonna call it. These past two weeks were amazing. I have had so much fun in that house, and now we had to leave. I don't wanna live alone, and now I realize how awesome it would be to live with someone you wanna be around all the time.
It was weird because ben and I had just kinda started talking, and then we turned into the married couple living together. It was kinda awkward, but by the end we got the hang of it, and no, we didn't get sick of each other. Actually, I was just getting use to the idea, and now its over, and I'm leaving tomorrow for Taos, NM to go play in the forest and deserts. I am really happy that I get to go, and I can't wait, but at the same time, I wish this didn't have to end.
I'm only gonna have one day with him when I get back, and it's really too bad. I really like that kid, but I know what has to happen, and all I hope is that he takes care of himself, and that he comes back as cool, or cooler than he was when he left, and will my past with him, I think that's most likely going to happen. I don't regret anything.
As for any other area of my life . . . work blows, but it gets me money, which is good. I haven't used my studio at all, and I'm hoping this trip can kick start me into drawing and such again. I really don't know what to do about it because I need to keep working, but I don't wanna work there, and its eating up all my money. God, I am so not sure what I want to do with my life. I just hope my parents don't get on my case like they did earlier this summer.
and of course, I haven't packed yet, and I leave in t-minus 6 hours for the airport. so, here's to amazing boys who rock my world, berrets, and chocolate lava cake.
<3 stephanie lynn
It was weird because ben and I had just kinda started talking, and then we turned into the married couple living together. It was kinda awkward, but by the end we got the hang of it, and no, we didn't get sick of each other. Actually, I was just getting use to the idea, and now its over, and I'm leaving tomorrow for Taos, NM to go play in the forest and deserts. I am really happy that I get to go, and I can't wait, but at the same time, I wish this didn't have to end.
I'm only gonna have one day with him when I get back, and it's really too bad. I really like that kid, but I know what has to happen, and all I hope is that he takes care of himself, and that he comes back as cool, or cooler than he was when he left, and will my past with him, I think that's most likely going to happen. I don't regret anything.
As for any other area of my life . . . work blows, but it gets me money, which is good. I haven't used my studio at all, and I'm hoping this trip can kick start me into drawing and such again. I really don't know what to do about it because I need to keep working, but I don't wanna work there, and its eating up all my money. God, I am so not sure what I want to do with my life. I just hope my parents don't get on my case like they did earlier this summer.
and of course, I haven't packed yet, and I leave in t-minus 6 hours for the airport. so, here's to amazing boys who rock my world, berrets, and chocolate lava cake.
<3 stephanie lynn