Self Esteem

May 08, 2011 01:40

Another quick thing to notice at 1:39 AM on a (What was a) Saturday night.

I guess my whole high school career, I always lacked self esteem. I never thought I was good enough for basically anything and it got in the way of me doing things. I never thought that I really shined in anything.

But I guess now that I'm in college, I kind of actually have more self esteem than some of the other people I see around me. I know that sounds kind of weird to say, but it's true in a sense.

I'm not completely comfortable with myself-- like I know what things I'd like to improve and make better, but I'm completely okay like acting like myself. I have no regrets about acting like a big 5 year old when I want, or letting people know that I'm homesick. I like that people think I actually have a sense of fashion and people want me to go shopping with them. And I really really really like that I listen to music most people have never heard of.

I love that I have weirdo tastes and I'm a giant immature buffoon. I think that's more than what others can say, and I'm glad I'm starting to realize it more and more each day.

Anyway, here's more of Matt Smith having a "Baby come back face" because the TARDIS disappears without him. (Now, that's a spoiler for ya!... not really though cause it was silly.)


all that needs to be said, good, matt smith is my beautiful love, happy, yahoo its you, college

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