I wonder.
So I'm sitting here.
Drinking beer and wondering if I'm one of "those" people.
I could be.
However I've been one of those people for about 3 years now.
I'm not getting kicked out of my house thankfully.
I'm going to school the end of this month.
I don't feel complete though.
Probably never will.
Even though I have friends I don't think I've ever felt more alone in my life.
Maybe I just need to distance myself from people for a while.
I just feel empty.
Completely empty.
Not even Sad.
It's one of the weirdest feelings I have ever felt.
This is probably why I'm trying to find a job and going to get training.
I don't want anyone right now.
I just want to sit here, watch cartoons, and think.
Loneliness might suck.
But it's better than feeling left out or unwanted.
I feel so weird whenever I am around my friends now.
I'm nervous.
Never know what to say.
Tell the stupidest stories.
...maybe I should just dissappear for a while...
Drinking beer and wondering if I'm one of "those" people.
I could be.
However I've been one of those people for about 3 years now.
I'm not getting kicked out of my house thankfully.
I'm going to school the end of this month.
I don't feel complete though.
Probably never will.
Even though I have friends I don't think I've ever felt more alone in my life.
Maybe I just need to distance myself from people for a while.
I just feel empty.
Completely empty.
Not even Sad.
It's one of the weirdest feelings I have ever felt.
This is probably why I'm trying to find a job and going to get training.
I don't want anyone right now.
I just want to sit here, watch cartoons, and think.
Loneliness might suck.
But it's better than feeling left out or unwanted.
I feel so weird whenever I am around my friends now.
I'm nervous.
Never know what to say.
Tell the stupidest stories.
...maybe I should just dissappear for a while...