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[yournightlight]

i dont know why this hurts so much.

i have no clothing.
nothing i like nothing i can wear.
i always feel like shit.
i have the shittyest skin that wont go away i hate it so much.
i keep taking pills that dont really do much.
i wish i felt beautiful.
i wish that i ment something to me.
i wish i was thinner.
i wish i could do things.
i wish i wherent such a horrible person.
im sick of feeling like im a horrible person.
im sick of feeling sick.
im sick of vomiting.
im sick of sad songs.
im sick of feeling so alone.