Wow...It's been a while
Where to start...It's been so long since I've written an entry in this thing that is truly a good question. another chapter in my life has begun and part of it ended the other day. I once again have to withdraw from school again. Not because I didn't try this time but rather because I'm too hard pressed for money right now. So i get to treat this semester like a summer, work two jobs, and hopefully have the money saved up for next semester. Let's see, other than that life has been decent. I just started workin at Applebee's which is alright but not the money I was making at Copelands; the people there are cool though. As far as the love life goes, I've been hanging out with this girl Brittany a lot lately and we've really hit it off, it's just there that there's so many differneces between us that I'm not sure how things are gonna work out. I really don't care anymore though...I give up on love. I feel kinda worthless lately. For a while there all I did was wake up, go to school ( which i didn't even always do), come home and either go to sleep or go get fucked up. I am starting to set new goals for myself and there are a couple things I'd like to do now that I have the freetime to do so. I talked to Jessica the other day, but not for longer than 5 minutes as usual. It jus gets me that the only time she made an effort to talk to me in two weeks was to ask me if i could send her her stuff back...so I dunno what's goin on there. I'm beyond all that shit that we've had in the past few months and just want to be friends but I'm afraid she doesn't even want that. So whatever, I try not to worry about it too much anymore. But I'm bout to head on outta here so...until next time adios.