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i keep on feeling these emotions coming back to me over and over again.
they will leave, and just hit me hard again
i hate these things i am feeling right now so much.
its making me fucking sick.
i have this feeling in the pit of my stomach, that this will all turn out so bad.
i hung out with ryan tim cait & dana afterschool today. i really loved it. i love them all alot. they need to know that more often, but there awesome people & you dont know how much they all mean to me. i dont know if they know this, but i love them all. i just love all my friends. there amazing. and i cant stop writing fucking journal entrys about how great they really are. but they are. i value my friendship with them alot.
i really want someone to care for me, but there is nobody.
they will leave, and just hit me hard again
i hate these things i am feeling right now so much.
its making me fucking sick.
i have this feeling in the pit of my stomach, that this will all turn out so bad.
i hung out with ryan tim cait & dana afterschool today. i really loved it. i love them all alot. they need to know that more often, but there awesome people & you dont know how much they all mean to me. i dont know if they know this, but i love them all. i just love all my friends. there amazing. and i cant stop writing fucking journal entrys about how great they really are. but they are. i value my friendship with them alot.
i really want someone to care for me, but there is nobody.