Apr 17, 2005 00:54
this day by far has been a very hard day for me.
so many bad things happend. bad thoughts
mom said something that shook me up ; and now im upset.
i had many talks with people ; and they all helped me.
but i just feel so empty. i need somebody to make it better for me now.
what she told me..will really never make me the same again.
i have so many more feelings, i just dont want to say it here. whats the point in this fucking journal then?
people made me realize alot of things today. i do have great friends, who really care for me. and i love them for that.
im just so upset, i guess i need somebody right now