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i get it. they talk, and compliment, and appologize, and make promises. they get your hopes up, make you feel important. but they talk it all cause they dont walk it. its not in their nature to prove it, so they act it out and never follow through. so im left thinking.
will he really stay my friend, put some effort in it?
is he really thinking of taking me to prom?
and is he going to hold on tight to the connection we had, he broke, we rekindled, and i bruised, and we promised?
college is becoming more nerveracking the closer it gets.
is it hard? will i feel out of place? will i choose the right one? who will i meet? are the guys cute? how about personality? will my roommate end up being my friend? will i get lost? will i be broke all the time? will i get pulled over? will i have a fake id? what classes? what major?
but im excited.
but for now i have no more motivation for this town, this school, this job search, these decisions, and all these false hopes.
will he really stay my friend, put some effort in it?
is he really thinking of taking me to prom?
and is he going to hold on tight to the connection we had, he broke, we rekindled, and i bruised, and we promised?
college is becoming more nerveracking the closer it gets.
is it hard? will i feel out of place? will i choose the right one? who will i meet? are the guys cute? how about personality? will my roommate end up being my friend? will i get lost? will i be broke all the time? will i get pulled over? will i have a fake id? what classes? what major?
but im excited.
but for now i have no more motivation for this town, this school, this job search, these decisions, and all these false hopes.