Dec 02, 2007 00:10
im just a little intrigued by how ive got my selfed worked up by these guys I meet that are not my type at all. its wierd. I mean how am i going to get through this year without a relationship before I move to london. all of these quikies and crushes are so draining. all I want is sometype of friend that wont want anything out of me but me. whatever.
im over the whole robert thing. I barely see him enough to make a dent.
im new to this whole colin thing. I want to be over it already. its been so long since ive liked a black man. im just glad I dont feel so bad anymore.
what I need most is a drink.
for someone to just have a drink with me. talk. smile sip.
do you hear me universe?
either that or make colin smile a little more often. thats cool too.