Last night..
Yeah.
So.
Last night.
Hm.
I spent the night at Gavin's and my parents didn't know. What they don't know won't hurt them.
His mommy looooooves me. We went shopping this morning with the babies. That was a time and a half but it was okay, I looove Mrs. Tori.
I slept in his bed and in his pajamas and showered in his (clean) shower.
It was totally and completely surreal.
It felt right, I guess, but odd.
Care to explain this to me? Anyone?
His bed is soo comfortable and soft and warm.
It smelled like him, too.
Ahhhh.
Nooo, I don't love this kid.
Yeah, I do. Nothing more than friends though. I think.
He kept saying stuff about moving in with me or when we live together.
I know we can do it because we just know each other, know limits, and can stand each other.
Heck, he shares his Golden Grahams with me.
He does that for no one.
He said he was going to buy me a Hello Kitty lunchbox because I buy him all sorts of stuff.
All the time.
That would make me giggle, if he did. I'll believe it when I see it though.
Everyone thinks we'll get married. I don't think so. My mom says "never say never, Carra." Meh.
I think.. no, I know, we'll be friends forever.
We'll be like the two old guys with the Muppet show who sit up in the balcony and heckle.
Or like old people at Cracker Barrel in the rocking chairs.
I. Can't. Wait.
He wanted to stay with me during the hurricane. Or me with him. That's not an option though.
Parents don't go for stuff like that during killer storms.
We shall see, I guess.
So.
Last night.
Hm.
I spent the night at Gavin's and my parents didn't know. What they don't know won't hurt them.
His mommy looooooves me. We went shopping this morning with the babies. That was a time and a half but it was okay, I looove Mrs. Tori.
I slept in his bed and in his pajamas and showered in his (clean) shower.
It was totally and completely surreal.
It felt right, I guess, but odd.
Care to explain this to me? Anyone?
His bed is soo comfortable and soft and warm.
It smelled like him, too.
Ahhhh.
Nooo, I don't love this kid.
Yeah, I do. Nothing more than friends though. I think.
He kept saying stuff about moving in with me or when we live together.
I know we can do it because we just know each other, know limits, and can stand each other.
Heck, he shares his Golden Grahams with me.
He does that for no one.
He said he was going to buy me a Hello Kitty lunchbox because I buy him all sorts of stuff.
All the time.
That would make me giggle, if he did. I'll believe it when I see it though.
Everyone thinks we'll get married. I don't think so. My mom says "never say never, Carra." Meh.
I think.. no, I know, we'll be friends forever.
We'll be like the two old guys with the Muppet show who sit up in the balcony and heckle.
Or like old people at Cracker Barrel in the rocking chairs.
I. Can't. Wait.
He wanted to stay with me during the hurricane. Or me with him. That's not an option though.
Parents don't go for stuff like that during killer storms.
We shall see, I guess.