I went out today
for the first time in awhile. I got my lab tests done that I've been neglecting and went to Target to buy good smelling bath/shower lotion. I lucked into a beautiful soft soft soft blanket and snapped it up. They only had one light blue one and it was all unfolded and stuff, so I bought a white one instead. Did I mention it's really soft? Last year we tried to find a nice blanket for when the nights are too warm for the comforter and couldn't find anything, so I count this a tremendous coup!
In any case, I dragged myself around the entire enormous store and was hurting quite a bit by the time I got home, but I didn't have to go back to bed. So I've been awake two full days and slept two nights in a row. What a blessing!
I'm back to taking Dr. Z's comment and rededicating myself to it. He said to me "Okay, let's say you can't be cured. What would your life be like if you improved it 10%?" This led me to joining Weight Watchers and losing weight and being able to walk and so forth.
Then last year's depression both endogenous and situational knocked me all the way back to bed for about a year.
This is not going to happen this year.
Still planning to ride Joy tomorrow afternoon Goddess willing!
In any case, I dragged myself around the entire enormous store and was hurting quite a bit by the time I got home, but I didn't have to go back to bed. So I've been awake two full days and slept two nights in a row. What a blessing!
I'm back to taking Dr. Z's comment and rededicating myself to it. He said to me "Okay, let's say you can't be cured. What would your life be like if you improved it 10%?" This led me to joining Weight Watchers and losing weight and being able to walk and so forth.
Then last year's depression both endogenous and situational knocked me all the way back to bed for about a year.
This is not going to happen this year.
Still planning to ride Joy tomorrow afternoon Goddess willing!