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i heard the first thunder of the year this morning while it was still dark out. i love thunderstorms. i didnt fall asleep last night. maybe for 5 minutes or so. when i woke up i was really confused as to why i couldnt see well. i wear contacts and im really blind without them. but i wake up with blurry vision every morning. and this time i just didnt understand for some reason. weird. anyways. went to my 8 am. got bored to death. went to Jash's - took a nap. he woke me up cuz his dad was on tv. Senator Sanborn. yeah yeah yeah big DEAL. pah. then i wanted to go back to sleep but we went to go eat instead. he threw my keys on the ground, tried to mess up my food and threw my napkin in my macaroni and then slapped me in the face. twice. i love that kid rilly i do. i got him back. then i swiped a rice krispie treat and trekked to class with his stinky hoodie on - pouting. i hate math. with a passion. blahhhhhhh. and it was drizzly and gross out. i only like rainy days when its pouring and lightning and thundering. make up your MIND weather. I might go to chicago this summer to work and work on singing with Pursuit Ent. Dad still has to talk to Bill. Wish me luck...
I am so tired. I don't want to take a nap though because I know I will sleep and sleep for like 8 hours and then never get up for dinner and then never fall asleep tonight once again. whats wrong with me? I am super stressed.
Im okay though. I've made up my mind about a lot of things. Set my priorities...>SEMI< straight.
Im not sure if i know what i want anymore though. theres too many pros and cons for each situation and they end up balancing eachother out too well to make a decision. so then i get confused. and annoyed. and crabby. pft.
I just need summer now. and all my friends. NOW. im sick of school. I need a boyfriend.
I am so tired. I don't want to take a nap though because I know I will sleep and sleep for like 8 hours and then never get up for dinner and then never fall asleep tonight once again. whats wrong with me? I am super stressed.
Im okay though. I've made up my mind about a lot of things. Set my priorities...>SEMI< straight.
Im not sure if i know what i want anymore though. theres too many pros and cons for each situation and they end up balancing eachother out too well to make a decision. so then i get confused. and annoyed. and crabby. pft.
I just need summer now. and all my friends. NOW. im sick of school. I need a boyfriend.