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I have so many things running through my head that i can't even name right now. I have gained weight and i feel like the biggest fatass. I know that shouldn't be something that I'm incredibly stressed out about, but when you have a wedding coming up, that is a fiasco. Absolutely. Mike and I have been fighting, and I'm pretty sure it's stress related as far as the wedding stuff goes, but it really makes me panic. For no reason other than I'm second guessing EVERYTHING in my life right now. I don't know if it's the getting older part, or if it just has to do with the way things are in my life right now. I don't know, but I hate feeling like I have to wonder about everything if that makes any sense. Also, I have lost my job, gaiiiiinfully unemployed. I had quit my job at Alltel because I was offered a job with another company that would pay me more money for less hours, and it was all around the better situation. I went into work sick one day and made a mistake on a fax, and the next day they let me go. I can't even believe it. It was one mistake.
I feel like I'm drowning.
Laura
I feel like I'm drowning.
Laura