drunken realism turns into dirty soberism

[yourmessiah]

just a quick note to everyone who might read this, whether you like me or not. i'm in a world of hurt and trouble right now, but when have i not been? that is not the point of this. i was watching road to perdition tonight and as the movie ends, the son says something very deep and moving. the point i'm trying to make is that, i knew what he was going to say before he said it. i have a habit of doing this. ask shawn or anyone else who knows me that refuses to watch movies with me because i sum it all up during the previews for the film six months before it comes out. anyway...tangent. do me and especially yourself a favor....call your family and say hello. say i love you. say i just wanted to call and see how you were doing, even if you just spoke with them yesterday. you'll thank yourself.

p.s.
don't let this moment of kindness go to your heads. i'm still the same old asshole bastard, apathetic, cold-hearted shitfucker that you think i am, but can't believe i really am. blah blah blah. i am the teddy bear. and i'll still kill you if you make fun of me for it. belee dat.
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