I was reading Rick's Livejournal and felt the urge to complete this too...
~~~HIS~~~
I am not: normal, i have issues...
I hurt: when i cough, i have this sharpe shooting pain in my left side like right by my kidney, it kills...
I love: ...my friends, my fam, and living...
I hate: stupid ignorant people, bad drivers, scary movies, and being bored...
I fear: some bugs, creepy people, and being touched when i am not looking, shit freaks me out...
I hope: shit works out how i want it to, i know it will work out but maybe not exactly how i want...
I crave: food, im a big bear, also affection, and attention...
I regret: no to much to be honest, theres a song that says god blessed the broken road that lead me straight to you, thats how i feel...
I care: things like the future, my situation, my friends and their well being,... and my fam...
I always: try to be a nice guy, i try not to burn to many bridges, although i think i have...
I long: to feel like i really accomplished something. i dont have anything to accomplish, like no motivations to strive for...
I feel alone: when i get into my moods, i havent one for a really long time though...
I listen: to people i respect, and respect me in return, people some forget its a two way street and they demand respect but dont give it...
I hide: my really feelings sometimes, my issues, and my problems, i kind keep them quiet til i cant anymore...
I drive: way to much, lol...
I dance: only when i wasted, which hasnt been to much lately....
I sing: in the shower, when im naked, not a good sight trust me...
I write: in my journal, to try and tell people my side of the story...
I play: all the time, im definitely a big kid...
I miss: louisville, a lot...
I search: the answer to sucky questions, like why...
I learn: new thing on a daily basis...
I feel: like i need to not stop, keep going and it will be there soon, soon...
I know: one persons doesnt really know a lot, its when one person teams with others when something truly magical and great...
I say: take care of yourself first, NOBODY else will...
I failed: to take school seriously...
I dream: about what the future has in store...
I wonder: why people do things...
I want: to feel like i am on a plateau...
I worry: thats things will have to change for all of us because of a few of us...
I wish: that we could all work out differences and make this a better place...
I fight: for the things i care about
I need: to be loved
I am: me...
~~~MINE~~~
I am not: easily let down
I hurt: when i think about Rick... :(
I love: My fiance` Ryan, Ricky, my family, my soon-to-be in-laws :), my friends, Allison, the post girls :)
I hate: stupid people from clawson
I fear: the dark, bugs, spiders, rodents (EXCPET guinna pigs!) :), being alone
I hope: Rick knows how sorry i am for not telling him....
I crave: frosting :), my Ryan, love, affection, attention
I regret: not calling Ricky when i had "the dream"... :(
I care: about so many people and things
I always: try to be nice, even when it comes out mean...
I long: to be happy :) which i am, and to see Rick again
I feel alone: never really anymore.... when im alone outside at night smoking, i know Rick is there too.
I listen: when im interested
I hide: when its dark!
I drive: never anymore :)
I dance: all the time :)
I sing: ALL THE TIME!
I write: songs, in my journals, and on my myspace :) (addicted!!)
I play: around all the time! i'm a BIG kid....i think i got that from Rick :) God Bless
I miss: Rick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I search: for answers and acceptance of them
I learn: from our mistakes
I feel: ....everything....
I know: a lot.. ?? lol
I say: never let the one (s) you love leave without telling them how much you care...
I failed: to tell Rick...
I dream: that Rick is happy, that Ryan and my wedding will be a success :) and that we will be happy for the rest of our lives together :) which i dont see any reason why we wouldnt :)!!
I wonder: what things would be like if everything was the way it WAS a few months ago...
I want: to be happy and loved for eternity :)
I worry: that He's mad at me....
I wish: I could talk to Him one more time....
I fight: for what i believe in, right or wrong...
I need: to feel loved, appreciated, and cherished :) which i am :)!!
I am: me... (**) for a reason
I am not: normal, i have issues...
I hurt: when i cough, i have this sharpe shooting pain in my left side like right by my kidney, it kills...
I love: ...my friends, my fam, and living...
I hate: stupid ignorant people, bad drivers, scary movies, and being bored...
I fear: some bugs, creepy people, and being touched when i am not looking, shit freaks me out...
I hope: shit works out how i want it to, i know it will work out but maybe not exactly how i want...
I crave: food, im a big bear, also affection, and attention...
I regret: no to much to be honest, theres a song that says god blessed the broken road that lead me straight to you, thats how i feel...
I care: things like the future, my situation, my friends and their well being,... and my fam...
I always: try to be a nice guy, i try not to burn to many bridges, although i think i have...
I long: to feel like i really accomplished something. i dont have anything to accomplish, like no motivations to strive for...
I feel alone: when i get into my moods, i havent one for a really long time though...
I listen: to people i respect, and respect me in return, people some forget its a two way street and they demand respect but dont give it...
I hide: my really feelings sometimes, my issues, and my problems, i kind keep them quiet til i cant anymore...
I drive: way to much, lol...
I dance: only when i wasted, which hasnt been to much lately....
I sing: in the shower, when im naked, not a good sight trust me...
I write: in my journal, to try and tell people my side of the story...
I play: all the time, im definitely a big kid...
I miss: louisville, a lot...
I search: the answer to sucky questions, like why...
I learn: new thing on a daily basis...
I feel: like i need to not stop, keep going and it will be there soon, soon...
I know: one persons doesnt really know a lot, its when one person teams with others when something truly magical and great...
I say: take care of yourself first, NOBODY else will...
I failed: to take school seriously...
I dream: about what the future has in store...
I wonder: why people do things...
I want: to feel like i am on a plateau...
I worry: thats things will have to change for all of us because of a few of us...
I wish: that we could all work out differences and make this a better place...
I fight: for the things i care about
I need: to be loved
I am: me...
~~~MINE~~~
I am not: easily let down
I hurt: when i think about Rick... :(
I love: My fiance` Ryan, Ricky, my family, my soon-to-be in-laws :), my friends, Allison, the post girls :)
I hate: stupid people from clawson
I fear: the dark, bugs, spiders, rodents (EXCPET guinna pigs!) :), being alone
I hope: Rick knows how sorry i am for not telling him....
I crave: frosting :), my Ryan, love, affection, attention
I regret: not calling Ricky when i had "the dream"... :(
I care: about so many people and things
I always: try to be nice, even when it comes out mean...
I long: to be happy :) which i am, and to see Rick again
I feel alone: never really anymore.... when im alone outside at night smoking, i know Rick is there too.
I listen: when im interested
I hide: when its dark!
I drive: never anymore :)
I dance: all the time :)
I sing: ALL THE TIME!
I write: songs, in my journals, and on my myspace :) (addicted!!)
I play: around all the time! i'm a BIG kid....i think i got that from Rick :) God Bless
I miss: Rick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I search: for answers and acceptance of them
I learn: from our mistakes
I feel: ....everything....
I know: a lot.. ?? lol
I say: never let the one (s) you love leave without telling them how much you care...
I failed: to tell Rick...
I dream: that Rick is happy, that Ryan and my wedding will be a success :) and that we will be happy for the rest of our lives together :) which i dont see any reason why we wouldnt :)!!
I wonder: what things would be like if everything was the way it WAS a few months ago...
I want: to be happy and loved for eternity :)
I worry: that He's mad at me....
I wish: I could talk to Him one more time....
I fight: for what i believe in, right or wrong...
I need: to feel loved, appreciated, and cherished :) which i am :)!!
I am: me... (**) for a reason