Weird....
So i have been out of school for about a year and a half now... and i'll be starting back up again on Monday... thats WEIRD!!! i can't belive it... i'm glad i'm finally DOING something with myself, as opposed to just working and spending all my money on SHIT...
What SUCKS about having to start school on Monday, is that Jessica's mom is going out of town next weekend, when we have Anthony, and she wanted me to watch him....THATS WEIRD in itself, so anyways, if i didn't have to work, i SO would watch him, but unfortunately, i can't...so that sucks...
But school starts and i can't even believe it...it'll fly by i think, waiting for May bites the BIG one, but it'll be worth it... i hope we can save enough money by then to move in together... Andy lives check to check, well sort of... he never makes it with money until the next check... neither do i... well its different with me tho, cos i'm a waitress... but anyway...i think Andy will have his "half" for a security deposit and first month's rent but will i? i'll be going to school until about 3 every day MONDAY THRU THURSDAY and then working probably Monday night, Wednesday night, MAYBE a double on fridays and saturdays, and hopefully a WHOLE day off on Sundays... that would be the PERFECT schedule, if i didn't have bills to pay, and an apratment to save up for... GOD i hate saving money... i wish i could just inherit it all, actually, no that would mean i would lose family... i wish i won the lottery...lol that is a FAT CHANCE if i do say so my self... AND I DO!!
Anyways... i know that in the end, everything will work out just like it always does, i just need to get my shit together and do it you know? hopefully i can work everything out...
lets see... i need $400 for my half of rent, $100 for utility bills, $30 for gas every month, will my half, Andy will be paying me some HOPEFULLY for gas to go get anthony and stuff...we'll see about THAT tho, i need about $200 every 6 months for my car insurance, which is a STEAL for sure, until its payment time, which will SUCK im sure....just like it ALWAYS does... so i need about $600 for bills, food, and gas every month, and i really don't know if going to school and working is going to cut it...i MAY need to work more and just stay up real late doing homework...or take off sundays and do it all then... well i'll need to take off sundays for sure, but i cant do all my homework on sunday, bc i have those classes meeting 2 times a week per class.... except for my art class... but you know...so that won't work...i dont know, i guess we'l just start out with 4 days of working and 4 days of school and we'll see how everything works out and i'll just change my work load accordingly, cos OBVIOUSLY i can't change my SCHOOL load... ok
so i have a few important things to do b4 the end of the week... i have to get my school schedule for Nikki at work, i have to get my schedule all set for every week until the beginning of May... GOD thats a long time...hopefully it'll fly by...that is what my mom keeps telling me it will be like so hopefully, she is right...
anyways, im tired and i might have to work in te morning so i have to go to bed...i just wanted to update since i havnt been able to in a while.... thanks for reading! xoxo
What SUCKS about having to start school on Monday, is that Jessica's mom is going out of town next weekend, when we have Anthony, and she wanted me to watch him....THATS WEIRD in itself, so anyways, if i didn't have to work, i SO would watch him, but unfortunately, i can't...so that sucks...
But school starts and i can't even believe it...it'll fly by i think, waiting for May bites the BIG one, but it'll be worth it... i hope we can save enough money by then to move in together... Andy lives check to check, well sort of... he never makes it with money until the next check... neither do i... well its different with me tho, cos i'm a waitress... but anyway...i think Andy will have his "half" for a security deposit and first month's rent but will i? i'll be going to school until about 3 every day MONDAY THRU THURSDAY and then working probably Monday night, Wednesday night, MAYBE a double on fridays and saturdays, and hopefully a WHOLE day off on Sundays... that would be the PERFECT schedule, if i didn't have bills to pay, and an apratment to save up for... GOD i hate saving money... i wish i could just inherit it all, actually, no that would mean i would lose family... i wish i won the lottery...lol that is a FAT CHANCE if i do say so my self... AND I DO!!
Anyways... i know that in the end, everything will work out just like it always does, i just need to get my shit together and do it you know? hopefully i can work everything out...
lets see... i need $400 for my half of rent, $100 for utility bills, $30 for gas every month, will my half, Andy will be paying me some HOPEFULLY for gas to go get anthony and stuff...we'll see about THAT tho, i need about $200 every 6 months for my car insurance, which is a STEAL for sure, until its payment time, which will SUCK im sure....just like it ALWAYS does... so i need about $600 for bills, food, and gas every month, and i really don't know if going to school and working is going to cut it...i MAY need to work more and just stay up real late doing homework...or take off sundays and do it all then... well i'll need to take off sundays for sure, but i cant do all my homework on sunday, bc i have those classes meeting 2 times a week per class.... except for my art class... but you know...so that won't work...i dont know, i guess we'l just start out with 4 days of working and 4 days of school and we'll see how everything works out and i'll just change my work load accordingly, cos OBVIOUSLY i can't change my SCHOOL load... ok
so i have a few important things to do b4 the end of the week... i have to get my school schedule for Nikki at work, i have to get my schedule all set for every week until the beginning of May... GOD thats a long time...hopefully it'll fly by...that is what my mom keeps telling me it will be like so hopefully, she is right...
anyways, im tired and i might have to work in te morning so i have to go to bed...i just wanted to update since i havnt been able to in a while.... thanks for reading! xoxo