i should write stuff more in this. instead of just posting pictures all the time.
i've been exhausted since approximately 9:30 at work... and it is now 2:37 AM and im still awake.
why?
i have absolutely no idea.
i feel so dissatisfied going to bed.
especially if i'm going to bed as soon as i get home.
especially if i did a whole lot of nothing that day.
tomorrow i wanna go on a crazy adventure / photo shoot.
i always want to have crazy adventures, but uhhh, i don't have a car.
or a license, for that matter.
i think i'm going to make that one of my new year's resolutions.
1) to practice driving and 2) to get my license.
maybe i should set a certain date that i should aim for to get my license.
hrmmm.
this is the epitome of stream of conciousness.
my fingers haven't really stopped moving on the keyboard since this entry started.
i can't decide if i want it to snow, or if i just want it to be spring / summer.
you know what's funny about that... what season i want it to be depends entirely on what kind of pictures i'd like to take.
hahaha. honestly this is my life!
i luuuurve it though.
when i grow up i'm going to live in a house with a big backyard, and i'm going to have a garden of tall flowers.
i've decided.
and they're going to be crazy wildflowers.
and i'm going to have a lot of sunflowers.
and no vegetables. :D
vegetables are gross, man.
the pictures would be endless!
but i kind of do want it to snow. i was really bummed it wasn't a white christmas.
it only really felt like christmas for a tiny bit, like on christmas eve with my family.
i didn't get the whole "christmas season" feeling though.
it'd be lovely if it snowed for the new year.
speaking of which, i still don't have plans.
but it doesn't really matter.
it's not like i'm going out boozing and whoring.
[as the rest of the world is planning on, i'm sure.]
actually, i never saw new year's as too much of a big deal.
i think it's a big deal to everyone else 'cause it's such a party night.
BUT I DON'T DO PARTIES!
so it's not so much the same.
oh, i'm going to put up a couple pictures.
i took about a zillion with my new xti.
wait, did i post that i got the canon digital rebel xti??
'cause i might have forgot to.
if i did already, then i'm a crackhead.
but anyway.
YEAH! I GOT IT! FOR CHRISTMAS!
it kicks so much ass. i'm in love with it.
i took about 90030234 pictures so far, but here are three.
i was trying to do a cool self portrait series, 'cause i wanted to play around with it.
but i only got a couple decent pictures.
and i got so frustrated that the pictures just kept getting sillier and sillier.
i might put some more up soon.
OHHHHH, and i have to put up the pictures of aiden.
he's my little cousin.
well, he's my cousin's little son. so i guess that makes him my second cousin? no. it makes him my first cousin once removed. i think.
who cares. he's the most adorable kid in the world.
but i still have to edit a bunch of those.
i'll do that later.
here's me being a tooly-pants.
and uh, here's me pretending like i'm going to bed,
but really going to get in pajamas and crawl into my bed and write some stuff.
and maybe read a little.
night!