Nov 21, 2008 14:07
So things have been really weird lately. I found out that someone I considered one of my really good friend, maybe even a best friend, 1 never was a good friend to me all along, and 2 didn't consider me to be one of their good friends. I don't get how someone can pretend to be such a good friend, but really was a backstabbing SLUT bitch whore. I know that it has nothing to do with the boy, yea he was my first, and I thought I loved him for over two years, it is the fact that I cared about HER. Countless times would she call me late at night crying, I would tell her to come over, stay the night with me, and try my best to make her feel like everything would all work out. I would listen to all her bullshit about boys, and other bad friends, and always be there to support her. I would always ask her how her day was, and text her in the mornings to say have a great day!
I feel so betrayed that she would do something like that to me, and keep it a secret for over two years. Are you that big of a slut that you couldn't keep it in your pants for two seconds and actually consider how you would make other people feel?! You really are that big of a pussy, don't have the guts, to fess up to the things you have done wrong. Things would be different if she would have told me as soon as it happened, because at the time I probably would have said, it's fine, I don't care, I don't even like him anymore, I have someone way better in my life. But after lying to me for two fucking years, I don't know if I can forgive you. You act like you are such a good friend, but you're not, and I'm not the only one that sees that. How can you get mad at Kendra when you did something very similar, but worse to me?! And you were mad at ME for not hanging out and not talking to you. HA.
Sorry really needed to vent more about ^^ this situation. I wish I could say that all to her, but there really is no point anymore.
I was trying to tell you something really important that is happening in my life, but all you can talk about is yourself. Kind of sucked, but I know you didn't mean to hurt me, or ignore me.