People just arn't nice these days
Nope, and it's the darn truth.
I wanted to delete my diary and i did, but then i re-thought and realized i shouldn't. One, bc the name of my journal is very special and reminds me of that special someone who called me his "Little Lady."
I'd really like to put our picture in the background of my journal because of that, but that's another thing I don't know how to do on here. And if I make a comment about it, someone might just leave me another rude comment. Ay.
I miss my Michael. I will be seeing him 2 months from tomarrow! April 22nd is his graduation. It shall be a glorious day. I'll cry, oh yes.
I've been thinking about how many days I need to take off of work. We are going to be leaving the 20th to drive up to Parris Island and I want to spend every day with him, so thats going to be about 2 weeks. I hope they don't give me too much of a hard time about it. I'm only going to get to see him about 3 times a year, if that-so I just hope they understand and people will be nice enough to help cover my shifts. On the topic of covering my shifts...Natalie-Maria...any of you two mind taking my shift for Saturday night? I have something going on and I wanted to ask in advance. I'd really appreciate it if someone could...?
Yea so I concluded I'm an emotional WRECK on my period! My moods are like a roller coaster. Yesterday I couldn't dry my tears once I got home. And at work, geezie weezie! I kind of took it out on missing Michael so it made my crying alot harder.
It seems like things are going downhill again. I thought they might have been getting better, but he always told me, "don't get your hopes up!" It's true. Not many people care about me. As much as i'd like to think they do, its all poop. I dont even have a best friend-and it's because I can't trust people anymore. No im not living the hi-life, I dont go to a university, I dont have tons and tons of fake friends, I dont drink and do drugs to look cool (even tho I want to smoke sooo bad), i dont drive a fancy car or have a cell phone with 1000 minutes on it. I have Love, and when you have Love, it's all you'll need. I trust love, I trust him.
I wanted to delete my diary and i did, but then i re-thought and realized i shouldn't. One, bc the name of my journal is very special and reminds me of that special someone who called me his "Little Lady."
I'd really like to put our picture in the background of my journal because of that, but that's another thing I don't know how to do on here. And if I make a comment about it, someone might just leave me another rude comment. Ay.
I miss my Michael. I will be seeing him 2 months from tomarrow! April 22nd is his graduation. It shall be a glorious day. I'll cry, oh yes.
I've been thinking about how many days I need to take off of work. We are going to be leaving the 20th to drive up to Parris Island and I want to spend every day with him, so thats going to be about 2 weeks. I hope they don't give me too much of a hard time about it. I'm only going to get to see him about 3 times a year, if that-so I just hope they understand and people will be nice enough to help cover my shifts. On the topic of covering my shifts...Natalie-Maria...any of you two mind taking my shift for Saturday night? I have something going on and I wanted to ask in advance. I'd really appreciate it if someone could...?
Yea so I concluded I'm an emotional WRECK on my period! My moods are like a roller coaster. Yesterday I couldn't dry my tears once I got home. And at work, geezie weezie! I kind of took it out on missing Michael so it made my crying alot harder.
It seems like things are going downhill again. I thought they might have been getting better, but he always told me, "don't get your hopes up!" It's true. Not many people care about me. As much as i'd like to think they do, its all poop. I dont even have a best friend-and it's because I can't trust people anymore. No im not living the hi-life, I dont go to a university, I dont have tons and tons of fake friends, I dont drink and do drugs to look cool (even tho I want to smoke sooo bad), i dont drive a fancy car or have a cell phone with 1000 minutes on it. I have Love, and when you have Love, it's all you'll need. I trust love, I trust him.