Apr 18, 2005 01:05
So the love of my life comes home in 5 days and im leaving in 3. holy shit am i nervours/excited. The butterflies have started.
I went shopping this weekend for clothes to show off in for him. Hehe i'd say i did quite well at the mall. I'm really starting to like american eagle alot more than i used to lol. old navy is stepping up a notch as well:)
I'm so nervouse to see him. I shouldnt, i know, but i am. I havent seen him, or talked to him in 3 months. I'm hoping nothing will be too awkward. But im always a nervous wreck, as most of you know.
Speaking of talking. Yea, he called my house today-my moms house and yep, i wasent there. FUCK i was so angry i almost cried. my mom called to tell me he left a message and i just felt so gosh awful bad that i wasent there to talk to my boyfriend. uuuuuggggghhhhh.
id been hinting at something to him in my past few letters .in his past letter i got on wednesday i got a positive feedback on what i was hinting at.
damni can't wait to see him. oh gosh it's going to be the most wonderful feeling to be held in his arms, to kiss his lips after 3 long months. im telling you, it's going to be worth the wait. i can truly say, i'd wait forever for him. he's that special to me and to my heart, I love him with every inch of me.
until then, i have a shit load of homework to get done. gurrrr.....
one thing though, here's something i found for all my true friends out there:
"true friends help each other, comfort each other, love eachother and know eachother inside and out.
true friends cry a little, laugh a lot, and enjoy being with each other more than words could ever say.
true friends share small moments, think up grand schemes, and talk about anything and everything in the world.
true friends are one of the greatest of life's joys.
true friends are the best."
so thanks to all the true friends that can relate to all thoes things...love you all:)