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anywho... i had fun... well some of the time at my cousin's block party yesterday... her dog tyler died in... i think april or march, and they got a new puppy, a rottweiler puppy, my favorite fucking dog in the world, tyler was a rottweiler but i never knew him when he was a puppy, damn he was so fucking cute, i was in heaven but after a while he just wanted to sleep and sure puppies are cute when they're sleeping, but i wasn't just gunna stare at him for an hour...
so anyway... yah we went swimming and played volley ball in the pool, felt like a family again, so that was fun, i love sports where there's no pressure to win... i love volleyball in general, but its annoying in school, ya know what i mean. so anyway... yah adorable dogs, and allison... allyson alyson i shink the last ones right, anyway my adorable little cousin... well my second cousin gale's daughter... so i guess my third cousin, whatever shes the fucking prettiest little girl in the whole effing world and i love her to death. ugh and alex (my second cousin dave's son) is so effing cute, and then his baby sister hailey, idk how ta spell that one either, but shes so cute too... yah so yesterday was pretty much a good day, untill i discovered that nick found my cell number on my lj and called me, all day long. eventually me and tor decided to use the michael jackson phone board on him at like 12:30 when we got home, and he was cracking up but then his sister told him about the sight where you can use that... so it kinda ruinned it... but oh well, then i talked to him for a while pretending i didnt know who he was and shit, and like i started mimikcing the u kicked my dog thing... and then i was like btw who are you? and hes like santa clause, and i was like really cuz i thought you were that creepy nick guy who threatened me and my friends just because i wouldn't talk to you, and then you told me that you would leave me alone and the next day you drive by my house and throw a rock at the window and break it, but hey thats just me, and hes like when did i break your window? and i was like ah forget it, i didnt feel like trying to prove him wrong, so whatever, and eventually my phone died, which is a good thing. yah so this morning i was looking at pictures that my cuzin dave's wife took at tor's confirmation party, and idk it kinda got me upset, becayse there was one of my dad and tor, and my dad and amanda, and they looked so fucking happy, there was none of me with my dad, i think i realized that i never wanted my dad out of my life, i just wanted a better relationship with him, and i think im slowly getting there. but it will be awkward for a while, but i guess ill just have to get used to it... another thing, im starting to go crazy not talking to rich, i saved the mesages from him on my voice mail, and i just listen to them over and over, like thats going to substitute for not seeing him or talking to him, but i miss him so much. (btw, hes not alloud ta talk on the phone cuz he almost killed his uncle by waking him up and saying the house was on fire, they couldn't get his heart rate down he had ta go to the hospital etc.) im just glad his uncles okay... but still i miss rich so effing much, im going crazy... ugh poopy-ness oh well... i shink i might be going to a party or something today, the plans are so foggy im confused...
oh well.. mike's on so ill see what the plans are
bye
rich if you some how possibly read this fuckign call me so i know you're alive! i miss you.
post some comments...
anywho... i had fun... well some of the time at my cousin's block party yesterday... her dog tyler died in... i think april or march, and they got a new puppy, a rottweiler puppy, my favorite fucking dog in the world, tyler was a rottweiler but i never knew him when he was a puppy, damn he was so fucking cute, i was in heaven but after a while he just wanted to sleep and sure puppies are cute when they're sleeping, but i wasn't just gunna stare at him for an hour...
so anyway... yah we went swimming and played volley ball in the pool, felt like a family again, so that was fun, i love sports where there's no pressure to win... i love volleyball in general, but its annoying in school, ya know what i mean. so anyway... yah adorable dogs, and allison... allyson alyson i shink the last ones right, anyway my adorable little cousin... well my second cousin gale's daughter... so i guess my third cousin, whatever shes the fucking prettiest little girl in the whole effing world and i love her to death. ugh and alex (my second cousin dave's son) is so effing cute, and then his baby sister hailey, idk how ta spell that one either, but shes so cute too... yah so yesterday was pretty much a good day, untill i discovered that nick found my cell number on my lj and called me, all day long. eventually me and tor decided to use the michael jackson phone board on him at like 12:30 when we got home, and he was cracking up but then his sister told him about the sight where you can use that... so it kinda ruinned it... but oh well, then i talked to him for a while pretending i didnt know who he was and shit, and like i started mimikcing the u kicked my dog thing... and then i was like btw who are you? and hes like santa clause, and i was like really cuz i thought you were that creepy nick guy who threatened me and my friends just because i wouldn't talk to you, and then you told me that you would leave me alone and the next day you drive by my house and throw a rock at the window and break it, but hey thats just me, and hes like when did i break your window? and i was like ah forget it, i didnt feel like trying to prove him wrong, so whatever, and eventually my phone died, which is a good thing. yah so this morning i was looking at pictures that my cuzin dave's wife took at tor's confirmation party, and idk it kinda got me upset, becayse there was one of my dad and tor, and my dad and amanda, and they looked so fucking happy, there was none of me with my dad, i think i realized that i never wanted my dad out of my life, i just wanted a better relationship with him, and i think im slowly getting there. but it will be awkward for a while, but i guess ill just have to get used to it... another thing, im starting to go crazy not talking to rich, i saved the mesages from him on my voice mail, and i just listen to them over and over, like thats going to substitute for not seeing him or talking to him, but i miss him so much. (btw, hes not alloud ta talk on the phone cuz he almost killed his uncle by waking him up and saying the house was on fire, they couldn't get his heart rate down he had ta go to the hospital etc.) im just glad his uncles okay... but still i miss rich so effing much, im going crazy... ugh poopy-ness oh well... i shink i might be going to a party or something today, the plans are so foggy im confused...
oh well.. mike's on so ill see what the plans are
bye
rich if you some how possibly read this fuckign call me so i know you're alive! i miss you.