i feel so far from where ive been
IN MY HEART ITS THE FIVE OF US
uggghhhh i miss it oh so well
SO last night i didnt sleep, it was alright tho, except im way tired right now but have to do 20 notecards for history day...fuckkkkkk
i walked downstairs this morning and there were tons of boxes and bags packed
the funny thing is, she thinks ill move with her
bull shit, ill move around by myself if i have to
the day was so-so
i know its wrong, but i am. i feel so fucking left out and dont know what to do. i feel like a fucking failure and like my life just isnt going anywhere. i dont know what to do. im getting left here with my pepsi in one hand and flinstone push pop in the other....and for the first time, im not smiling while standing with these.
god i just want to fuckikng sleep
im in a really bad mood
and i think im going to make this friends only because i dont want any parents reading it....*cough cough...hahaha* dont wanna pull a hallie, lol
uggghhh i miss it like i miss summer and sweet boys
uggghhhh i miss it oh so well
SO last night i didnt sleep, it was alright tho, except im way tired right now but have to do 20 notecards for history day...fuckkkkkk
i walked downstairs this morning and there were tons of boxes and bags packed
the funny thing is, she thinks ill move with her
bull shit, ill move around by myself if i have to
the day was so-so
i know its wrong, but i am. i feel so fucking left out and dont know what to do. i feel like a fucking failure and like my life just isnt going anywhere. i dont know what to do. im getting left here with my pepsi in one hand and flinstone push pop in the other....and for the first time, im not smiling while standing with these.
god i just want to fuckikng sleep
im in a really bad mood
and i think im going to make this friends only because i dont want any parents reading it....*cough cough...hahaha* dont wanna pull a hallie, lol
uggghhh i miss it like i miss summer and sweet boys