Nov 08, 2004 15:36
i hate that everyone is talking to me about it and telling me their side of the story, yet i cannot even tell them mine. i hate that i cant remember one single thing at all. it was like my mind just shut off, yet my body was still alive. i absolutely hate it because i have no control over what i did or said. so i desided my basically done. maybe once in a while. and that will have a limit of 4 shots. and no more or else ill kill myself.
i wanna go get my toes done soon, my feet are super gross
last night went to seans and watched some tv with a bunch of people, mama thot i was bakin food haha
today jessica and ashlee and i are ACTUALLY supposed to bake
highly doubtful of course, but i hope so
i just got out of the shower and im looking at my ankle and its black and purple and yellow, kinda gross
ummm....no new news i suppose
im gunna go dry my hair i think and then start the minimul hw i have