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CRYING SECTION...
When was the last time you really cried your heart out?: well i cried today, but i truly cried my heart out when cole and i broke up
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: oh yeah im a damn girl
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: best feeling ever, unless you get snot on their shirt
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: too many times
Do you cry when you get an injury?: last time i cried in pain was when i vomited for 12 hours straight and had the worst back spasms of my life
Do certain songs make you cry?: depends on the time of the month
HAPPY SECTION...
Are you a happy person: sickeningly (on the outside)
what can make you happy?: being around my friends
Do you wish you were happier?: all the time
What makes you the happiest?: my friends, family, cuddling, getting good grades
Is being happy overrated?: no way, embrace every emotion
Can music make you happy?: always
LOVE SECTION...
How many times have you had your heart broken?: oh a couple...evan, ryan and cole
Do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others? again still in love with cole
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: my girls, my sister
Did you ever love a guy/girl, tell them that and only got a thanks?: no thank god
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'I love you' to you?: for sure
HATE SECTION...
Who do you actually hate?: hating someone means youre emotionally involved, and those people arent worth it but i do hold some resentments that i need to do a 4th step on
Ever made a hit list?: haha
Have you ever been on a hit list?: sure have
Are you a mean bully?: yeah to drunk guys who think its ok to touch me
Do you hate George Bush?: pretty much, but again hate means being emotionally involved, and he doesnt deserve my serenity
SELF ESTEEM SECTION...
Is your self-esteem extremely low?: yes
Do you believe in yourself?: im working on it, i did get sober, theres some light there
When people say they think you are good looking, do you deny you are?: no i know im hot but my self esteem problems come from the inside
Do you wish you can be someone else?: no im natalie and im proud
I HAVE...
[] done crack.
[] done opium.
[] done PCP.
[x] done prescription narcotics for recreational purposes.
[x] huffed air-duster.
[x] been to a rave.
[x] ridden in a taxi.
[x] jumped a ramp with a bike.
[x] been dumped.
[x] been used.
[x] shoplifted.
[x] ran from the cops.
[] been in a room of your school that you could get suspended for being in
[x] been fired
[] been kicked out of a movie theater.
[x] snuck into a movie.
[] been in a fist fight.
[] got hit by a car.
[] fired a real gun.
[x] snuck out of a house.
[x] been arrested.
[x] gone in a mosh pit.
[x] stolen something from your school.
[] Celebrated New Years in times square.
[] Gone on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend
[x] had a crush on a teacher.
[] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[x] been to europe.
[] been to australia
[ ] been to hawaii
[x] skipped school.
[x] thrown up from drinking
[x] played 'clue'.
[x] had a sleepover
[x] gone ice skating.
[x] been cheated on.
[x] had your tonsils out.
[x] been exposed to laughing gas.
[x] had a car.
[x] driven a car.
[x] Totaled a car.
[x] been skinny dipping
[x] flashed someone
DO YOU ...
[x] feel loved.
[x]feel happy.
[]hate yourself.
[] have a dog.
[x] sing along with your music.
[x] listen to hip hop.
[] listen to rap.
[] listen to country.
[x] listen to reggae.
[x] listen to techno.
[x]listen to hardcore.
[x]listen to pop.
[] listen to r&b.
[ ] listen to jazz.
[x] listen to bands that can't be put into a category.
[x] have hobbies.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[ ] get good grades.
[x] have slippers
[x] wear boxers [to bed]
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[x] like the color pink.
[x] like the color red
[x] like the color green
[x] like the color black
[x] like the color purple
[x] like neon colors
[x] like to read
[x] like to write.
[x] have long hair.
[] have medium length hair.
[] have short hair.
[x] have a laptop.
[] have a pager.
[x] have a cellphone
ARE YOU ...
[] bored.
[x] happy.
[] sad
[] Hawaiian
[x] blonde
[x] brunette
[] Greek.
[] a redhead
[] Samoan.
[] Filipino.
[]Korean.
[] French
[] Italian
[] black
[] Mexican.
[] Asian.
[] a Christian
[] a Muslim
[] Polish
[] Irish
[] German
[] a Hindu
[] a scientologist
[x] an agnostic
[] satanist
[] short.
[] tall
[x] just right
[x] realistic
[] talking to someone.
[] IMing someone.
[x] scared to die.
[] buzzed.
[] high
[x] caffeinated
[] annoyed.
[] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[] on the phone.
[x] in your room.
[] drinking something.
[] eating something.
[x] ticklish
[x] listening to music
LOOK AT ME...
Whats your natural hair color?: brown
What is your current hair color?: mostly blonde
What color are your eyes?: brown doe eyes
Current Piercings?: lobes twice, 2 tragus, rook
Straight or Curly Hair?: wavy
How tall are you?: 5'5"
CURRENTLY WEARING...
What Shirt are you wearing?: a really neat one from zoe, and an enjoi hoodie
shorts/pants/ are you wearing?: a pair of citizens
Socks?: socks with skeletons on them
shoes?: none.
Underwear?: lacey booty shorts
Necklaces: tiffanys
Bracelets?: none
THIS OR THAT...
Rock or Rap: rock.
Coffee or Hot Cocoa: coffee
Baseball or Softball: baseball
Wild Night out or Romantic Night in: both!
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Hummer or Sports Car: sports car without a doubt
Bracelet or Necklace: both!
History or Science: history
Sleep in or Early to rise: i like waking up early but i usually sleep in anyway
Beach or Boardwalk: beach
Hoodie or Tee Shirt: depends on the day
Night Or Day: night
High School or College: both crucial
White or Black: black
love or fun: both
California or Florida: california
Simple Plan or Good Charlotte: ew who do you think i am!
Love at first sight or Learn to Love: attraction at first sight then learn
HAVE YOU EVER...
Kissed the same sex?: haha too many times drunk
Hugged someone?: like every 5 minutes
Been on the phone until the sun came up?: yes.
Put a song on repeat for more than an hour?: yes
flashed anyone?: haha probably
Laughed so hard you pissed in your pants?: a tiny bit, but not full on piss
Got in a fight with someone (not including siblings)?: yeah i did today! but only verbally
THE LAST...
person you talked to in person?: my Jessie
person you talked to online?: Ethan
person you talked to on the phone?: cole
drink?: glass of good ole h2o
laugh?: all the time
last time you had a shower?: this morning
RANDOM...
Do you like surveys: passes time
What kind of shampoo do you use?: sexed up by tigi
Do you get along with your parents?: wonderfully
Are you old enough to vote?: yes
Are you happy?: most of the time
Are you sad?: yeah, ive learned to sit with my emotions rather than drink at them
Do you have mental breakdowns?: fuck yeah, try getting sober
Did you ever tell your parents you didn't feel good so you didn't have to go to school?: i was the best at that one
CURRENT...
-Current Mood: brain fried from too much studying
-Current Music: Reggie and the full effect
-Current Taste: dragon breath
-Current Hair: air dried and wavy
-Current Annoyance: sun burned titties
-Current Longing: new gucci bag. and to get laid (by someone i care for)
-Current Thing I Ought To Be Doing: sleeping and/or studying
-Current windows Open: img006.jpg, NAFTA.doc, update journal
-Current desktop picture?: some weird planet one ben put on there
-Current Favourite Music Artist: oh god....i cant get enough reggie lately so that i guess
-Current Favourite Book?: it will alwyas be the great gatsby
-Current CD In Stereo: Roxy Music: Avalon
-Current DVD In DVD Player: Wake up, ron burgundy
-Current Worry: my messy ass room