tissues galore..
i feel like puking..
after dana went home..dane came back and we watched secret window..well he did; i slept through an hour of it..im always so tired..
i hate the fact that everybody keeps telling me that i'll meet all these great friends because im such a kool person and it's just my nature. what they don't realize is they made me who i am. im not gonna be the same when i leave. my every impulse was derived from their actions. without them, im no one. i hate it.
ive just criticized myself for being the biggest hypocrite to walk this earth; good going brooke
now i cant stop crying and my head feels like it's gonna explode. i dont wanna go.