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Well pretty much everything that could go wrong has...not everything, let's not be too dramatic here, but yeah I suck at making decisions, I bend to the pressure of guys, and I put my foot in my mouth, fail tests. I don't know anyone else who fucks up worse than I do on a consistent basis. Even when I think I'm doing the right thing, even when I give it thought, I'd say about 60% of the time it's in fact the worst decision I could make.
I started filling out my app for Boston University today on a complete whim. Well not a complete whim, suggestion via dale, but pretty much just for the hell of it. I'd say chances are around 45%...and even then I probably couldn't pay for it, but I guess it's time to work my ass off and see what happens. I'm also heavily considering IU, but it's too late to apply for the fall semester. I'll probably just be lazy and suffer here again next year and keep talking about how I want to get out, to travel, to meet new people...and it will be just that, talk.
I should probably retake the SAT.
I was contemplating a french minor. Then I completely spaced our midterm today, and consequently didn't do so hot...well I might have gotten a Bish, but I forgot about the workbook pages that were due. I guess that's pretty much the story of my life schoolwise. Luckily I remembered my evening exam for math...wish I would have started studying a little earlier for that, but I guess I have a little time.
There is a perpetual unexplained smell of burning whafting through the air at mccutcheon and it's making me nautious.
I started filling out my app for Boston University today on a complete whim. Well not a complete whim, suggestion via dale, but pretty much just for the hell of it. I'd say chances are around 45%...and even then I probably couldn't pay for it, but I guess it's time to work my ass off and see what happens. I'm also heavily considering IU, but it's too late to apply for the fall semester. I'll probably just be lazy and suffer here again next year and keep talking about how I want to get out, to travel, to meet new people...and it will be just that, talk.
I should probably retake the SAT.
I was contemplating a french minor. Then I completely spaced our midterm today, and consequently didn't do so hot...well I might have gotten a Bish, but I forgot about the workbook pages that were due. I guess that's pretty much the story of my life schoolwise. Luckily I remembered my evening exam for math...wish I would have started studying a little earlier for that, but I guess I have a little time.
There is a perpetual unexplained smell of burning whafting through the air at mccutcheon and it's making me nautious.