Aug 02, 2008 18:08
So many years have gone by
I was 15 when you first caught my eye
We talked and all
And then I started to fall
We almost got there
But limitations were in the air
You got scared and jumped ship
And my heart, it began to rip
A couple of months passed on by
And like a plane, you flew by
Feelings began to re-tingle
But I was no longer single
So you left once again
Only to return again
Rubbing some fat whore in my face
But I knew I could easily replace
Her.
There really was no point behind me saying that poem, because you already know the story. You lived it with me. And as usual, you were too hesitant to act on your feelings. Too afraid to live on instinct and not think it through. It was like I was always second place to you, and I can finally say that I'm done. Sure, crushes never die, but with the way things always were between us, I should have been wise and stayed away from you years ago, but I held on, thinking you would get your head out of your ass, but no, you didn't. So this is my way of officially saying... no. No more. You always treated me like I would always be your mistress when you know I wanted to be more, but no. You thought the girls you were with were the ones, and look where you are now. Doing nothing with yourself, always being a nobody. Well I'm done being your friend. I'm done being your fling. You will never see me past just being a good fuck, so good bye to you. When you realized you lost a good thing, don't come back. I don't want you.
daniel terry mead