happily empty

[yourhymeswithme]

I know I feel happy, but at the same time I do not feel complete. you were asking to much o me tonight and last, why do you want to do that? I ask over and over in my head, I feel inadequete, not good enough, I know you will tell me diferently, and I know yo will not actually do it for me, but I also know your not doing it not becaus you dont want to, because you do.
but I undertand, I would miss it to, I know that you love me, and that I love you so mcuh, but if it were to happen then I dont know how much things would change.
I love you.