Yesterday
Holy crap, each day just gets progressively worse. I think the only good thing that happened was that I got my hair cut. Otherwise yesterday was Fate's way of telling me I look funny with a throbbing vein in my forehead. I'm going to summarize the day with my grandmother as unfair, draining, and only able to get worse. I had about an hour to myself after I took her home. I attempted to get work done in Tattered, but that seems impossible this whole week. I'm afraid that the Goddess of Code will think that I'm shirking my duties or think that maybe she was wrong to trust me with this task. I'm working really hard to prove myself code wise, as a friend, and as more than a friend. I have a lot of internal fears that don't reflect my opinion of people, but I still worry.
Early yesterday morning I let slip an asshole-ish comment to my best friend in an attempt to be funny. Not only was she not amused, I had made the comment without taking into consideration her emotional/mental/physical stress level. So basically I was being inconsiderate AND an asshole. (double trouble eh?) I thought it was ironic that as the day wore on I came close to really losing control of myself and right then I realized that as bad I as I thought I had it, her stress was at least 10 times my own. Keep up the good fight, beautiful. I'm cheering in your corner and will always help in anyway possible.
The evening wasn't much better than the rest of the day. I tried to do something nice for my family and called in an order at the local Dairy Queen. When I went to get the food it took me almost an hour to get the food and come back. Not only was the place packed, but they mishandled the transaction and also forgot to give me my burger. So one late burger and cold stale fries later, I was at least fed and some what calm. When I tried to get on the computer all hell broke loose. For some reason I keep getting a message telling me that I have too many windows open and my resources drop so low that I cant shut down my computer at times. I was only running two of the four programs i normally run, so yeah i was a bit pissy you might say. I still have to get in here and dig around whats running in the background, but other than that I'm not going to worry about it. I'm going over to my friend's house this Friday and I think i'm going to stay until Sunday evening. If I come home earlier it will be either because unforeseen circumstances forced me too or my best friend asked me too. *noses* I really need this. I have to get away from here. I had two opportunities last night, but the choices were Go over to my friend Devin's house and drink beer with him and Henry or go with my friend Zack and be there when he gets his cock and both nipples pierced. I still cant believe Zack asked me to go. It just seems strange to me like saying I'm having a hole put in my cock and I want you there when it happens. (should I feel honored?) Also he said that it was free and that the guy doing it was an APPRENTICE!!! (no offense to anyone currently under a Master attempting to learn a skill or trade.) I keep hearing the guy in my head saying "Let me touch your cock. I'll pierce if for free, just let me touch it. Ooo, and your nipples I'll do those too." *shudder* Oh well, Its his decision and I'll back him on it like a good friend. :)
Well, thats enough for today about yesterday. No worries though, because I'll still post about today, and I'll do it today not tomorrow. Right now I have to help Steve Buscemi knock off this bank. It seems someone thought it was a good idea to give him a gun. *shrugs* Take care. *hugs*
*slips pantyhose back over his head and begins to empty the contents of the cash drawers into a bag*
Early yesterday morning I let slip an asshole-ish comment to my best friend in an attempt to be funny. Not only was she not amused, I had made the comment without taking into consideration her emotional/mental/physical stress level. So basically I was being inconsiderate AND an asshole. (double trouble eh?) I thought it was ironic that as the day wore on I came close to really losing control of myself and right then I realized that as bad I as I thought I had it, her stress was at least 10 times my own. Keep up the good fight, beautiful. I'm cheering in your corner and will always help in anyway possible.
The evening wasn't much better than the rest of the day. I tried to do something nice for my family and called in an order at the local Dairy Queen. When I went to get the food it took me almost an hour to get the food and come back. Not only was the place packed, but they mishandled the transaction and also forgot to give me my burger. So one late burger and cold stale fries later, I was at least fed and some what calm. When I tried to get on the computer all hell broke loose. For some reason I keep getting a message telling me that I have too many windows open and my resources drop so low that I cant shut down my computer at times. I was only running two of the four programs i normally run, so yeah i was a bit pissy you might say. I still have to get in here and dig around whats running in the background, but other than that I'm not going to worry about it. I'm going over to my friend's house this Friday and I think i'm going to stay until Sunday evening. If I come home earlier it will be either because unforeseen circumstances forced me too or my best friend asked me too. *noses* I really need this. I have to get away from here. I had two opportunities last night, but the choices were Go over to my friend Devin's house and drink beer with him and Henry or go with my friend Zack and be there when he gets his cock and both nipples pierced. I still cant believe Zack asked me to go. It just seems strange to me like saying I'm having a hole put in my cock and I want you there when it happens. (should I feel honored?) Also he said that it was free and that the guy doing it was an APPRENTICE!!! (no offense to anyone currently under a Master attempting to learn a skill or trade.) I keep hearing the guy in my head saying "Let me touch your cock. I'll pierce if for free, just let me touch it. Ooo, and your nipples I'll do those too." *shudder* Oh well, Its his decision and I'll back him on it like a good friend. :)
Well, thats enough for today about yesterday. No worries though, because I'll still post about today, and I'll do it today not tomorrow. Right now I have to help Steve Buscemi knock off this bank. It seems someone thought it was a good idea to give him a gun. *shrugs* Take care. *hugs*
*slips pantyhose back over his head and begins to empty the contents of the cash drawers into a bag*