You are the smell before rain.
i need to sleep, dream, and rest from these long long days and nights but i can't stop thinking about you and i see us in the picture next to my computer and how i love to run my fingers through your long hair and i think about how u make fun of my paul frank slippers and curly hair or the way we drink strawberry lemonade and order from the kids menu And it makes me smile and a lot less sad So i play my most favourite dvds and i'm reminded of how carrie quit smoking for aiden ;P or how penny lane sings along to tiny dancer by elton john as the ballon u got me hangs over my lamp and it reminds me of how u come visit me at work and we stumble to hug over the counter but really i would just rather have your lips touch mine and i wonder if it's as bad as i think to have someone consume your thoughts so much and if maybe our stupid little fights that mean nothing will eventually die out and we will one day be honest with eachother and how maybe one day you won't be an absence of mine but a presence in my life but of course i wont call you right now because id feel like im bothering you so ill wait for u to text me and call me ur fav cheesecake and it will make me smile and you will come over and there will no longer be an emptyness in my heart but instead the repletion of your kisses and for now i should sleep yet i cant stop thinking of you and how i long for us to be in a place without intrusions but instead im here in this silence stifled by jesse's voice playin over and over in my cd player...