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I haven't felt like I was in a relationship in years.
I haven't had the "I love you, Darling" or the "I'm so glad to see you" in years.
I haven't felt that overwhelming passion that drives people to do inexplicable things at terrible hours of the night in years.
What was it that made me feel like I was content with what I had when I knew what I needed was something entirely different?
I thought for one tiny beautiful second that I had found everything, perfectly, in one person, but I soon realized too much time has passed.
I am at the stage now where my mind starts regretting decisions my heart made when it was young, because now I want to take them back and make the other choice.
I will be twenty-five years old in 36 days.
Have I wasted it?