I put my head in my hands and I cry for them...
When did I become the voice of reason? When did I become the rational one? When is it that I developed a stronger will and more self respect than my friends? I feel exhausted all up and down my spine...I've worn myself emotional thin trying to figure out my own relationship issues...and then BOOM it turns out I have the least to worry about. I love tiffany and lauren...dont get me wrong, they are nothing like you guys to me, but I do love them. But they make the stupidest decisions that just spell out certain disaster. Is that what it is like for you guys? Watching me to the things I've done? It breaks my heart to see them hurting...and makes me so angry because I try to hard to make them stop...but they walk again and again back into the arms that hurt them...man its just killer. Massive bummer. And lauren talks of shutting people out and giving up on love...and its just kinda like...man this blows. Boys are dumb. I blame them. Fuckers. Well damn...