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I haven't been on here in a long time but that doesn't mean I've forgotten about anyone here. I've been really busy over the past few months. I'm still with Jeff and things are going amazingly well. He is the man I was meant to be with. I'm still working for Papyrus. I'm the store manager or my store. I'm a medium volume store but the 30 minute drive to work every day is getting way old. Things have been getting stressful at work. A lot of times I just want to scream at customers or just throw my keys in the store and walk away. I've started to take Lexapro. It's an anti-depressant but it also helps for anxiety. I'm not depressed about anything but the anxiety is what I'm taking it for. It's been almost a month and I can notice a complete difference. I ran out of some samples a few weeks ago and became a raging bitch without it. The thing I like about the Lexapro is that it has the least amount of side effects and I still feel like myself on it. I was worried that I would become some sort of anti-depressant zombie, but i'm not. I feel normal, just things don't get me worked up. I'm thinking about going to school for medical billing and coding. I've been trying to find a new job and the market is pretty tight right now. It makes me start to worry about the job I have. People really don't need cards and statiionery. The medical field will always be a necessity. Also I'm getting tired of retail hours. I want something more. who knows what will happen. I hope all of my LJ friends are doing well. I love you and miss you. I may not be on here as often, but check me out on myspace at myspace.com/jonbot or email me at jonbot@gmail.com
take care.
jonathan.