Ever mine...
I just watched SATC. I love those girls, I really do. And I, not so secretly, want to be them. Last weekend at the IV party I realized how badly I want to be super poosty. But how do you do that and be a teacher?
I was surprised at how caught I was at the end for the whole "ever mine, ever thine, ever ours" bit. Bradley used to say that to me after we saw the movie. Totally forgotten about it. Its one of those things like memories tied to smell. Like, whenever I smell Lucky I think of Justin (which for a while was a really negative connection, now I just want to tell folks that that cologne is over!) or when I smell lavender I think about when I used to do Bradley's laundry and how I let myself think..."yeah, I could be a housewife for him, and be okay with it." OY. Sort of a double edged sword, sense memories.
I'm so excited to move, but am DREADING the process. I can't seem to motivate myself to do anything. I just don't have the energy to pack and purge and do everything I HAVE to do by then to get moved out. I'll find the energy, I know. It'll be last minute, but I'll get it done.
Summer is booked. Only real vaca is heading up to Chicago for your wedding, Biggers! SUPER excited!
K...gonna bag some shit up!
I was surprised at how caught I was at the end for the whole "ever mine, ever thine, ever ours" bit. Bradley used to say that to me after we saw the movie. Totally forgotten about it. Its one of those things like memories tied to smell. Like, whenever I smell Lucky I think of Justin (which for a while was a really negative connection, now I just want to tell folks that that cologne is over!) or when I smell lavender I think about when I used to do Bradley's laundry and how I let myself think..."yeah, I could be a housewife for him, and be okay with it." OY. Sort of a double edged sword, sense memories.
I'm so excited to move, but am DREADING the process. I can't seem to motivate myself to do anything. I just don't have the energy to pack and purge and do everything I HAVE to do by then to get moved out. I'll find the energy, I know. It'll be last minute, but I'll get it done.
Summer is booked. Only real vaca is heading up to Chicago for your wedding, Biggers! SUPER excited!
K...gonna bag some shit up!