Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge
Well, well, well~! It’s been a while since I’ve decided to post something here. The core reason is that I wanted things to build up for a couple of days before coming back to produce something else. It seems like my plan worked because things have been surely stacking up as of late. I guess I’ll start off with a bit of good news and that deals with my public speaking class. I’ve never been a fan of giving speeches but whenever the time comes, I’ll always put on my hard hat and prepare for the worst. Today, I received my grade back for my first speech and I received an 89 overall on the assignment. He made sure to give me praise and criticism so that I would have something to work on by the second speech. We’ll be doing our second speech this week so I’ll practice within the two days and get on the ball. Mr. Morford is a pretty cool guy, offering a lot in this class. I can see why he has been teaching for so long. People tend to bad mouth him but he has been a nice guy overall.
Now that the good is out of the way, let me talk about the bad. In my quest for closure with Sarah, she has ended up pissing me off rather than providing a sense of closure. Now, when it comes to answering her questions, I don’t mind. I’ll give the god’s honest truth no matter what. But whenever you say something like, “You should be with me because I make your life easy.” That sounds like a slap to the face. Others might not see it that way but that’s how I look at it. I was with you because I genuinely loved you not because it was a free pass to anywhere. With her being the oldest of three kids, I can see where the whole motherly edge comes from within. She took care of me but to claim that as a core reason of why I should come back just really ticks me off. On the positive side, I gave her the opportunity to lay everything out on the table. Her feelings about the break up, how she feels right now and how she feels about moving on. I was rather impressed that she said that she was willing to wait forever for me to come back. How true that is.. I don’t know but she has a very impressive knack for forcing me to build up walls and breaking them down. It’s fairly easy for me to express myself when it comes down to it.. I just wish girls were as easy going with it and things would easily be solved. I don’t know where things are going to end up but as long as improvements are made, I won’t mind.
On another positive note from Sunday! My boy Woodrow from college is hooking me up with a brand new copy of Uncharted 2 from eBay for 30 bucks. That definitely kicks the shit out of having to pay $60 bucks for it. You honestly don’t find people that can genuinely trust you like that and it’s good that Dro considers me to be a trustworthy friend. I’ll probably toss him a few more dollars for using his credit card for my sake. I’ve always been that way and I don’t plan on shifting away from it.
Ah, damn! This upcoming week is going to be absolute hell! I’ve got an Accounting test on Monday, a speech due on Tuesday, and another test on Thusday. If I can honestly survive it, I’ll be good to go. On the positive side, they are going to be mailing out refund checks and I’ll finish paying off Ultimate Ninja Storm 2 and giving Corey $200 to pay off my portion of the PS3. That ended up working out nicely because he was able to get his new laptop with the $200. It’s funny when my mom talks about how envious she is over the fact that we all get along so well as siblings because I don’t think of it as a challenge. My brother and my sister have always looked out for me and I’ve tried my best to return the favor. It doesn’t take any effort at all whenever you have someone looking out for your best interest no matter what.
I think I’ll wrap it up here~ I’ve covered a lot and I feel very proud of this entry.
Now that the good is out of the way, let me talk about the bad. In my quest for closure with Sarah, she has ended up pissing me off rather than providing a sense of closure. Now, when it comes to answering her questions, I don’t mind. I’ll give the god’s honest truth no matter what. But whenever you say something like, “You should be with me because I make your life easy.” That sounds like a slap to the face. Others might not see it that way but that’s how I look at it. I was with you because I genuinely loved you not because it was a free pass to anywhere. With her being the oldest of three kids, I can see where the whole motherly edge comes from within. She took care of me but to claim that as a core reason of why I should come back just really ticks me off. On the positive side, I gave her the opportunity to lay everything out on the table. Her feelings about the break up, how she feels right now and how she feels about moving on. I was rather impressed that she said that she was willing to wait forever for me to come back. How true that is.. I don’t know but she has a very impressive knack for forcing me to build up walls and breaking them down. It’s fairly easy for me to express myself when it comes down to it.. I just wish girls were as easy going with it and things would easily be solved. I don’t know where things are going to end up but as long as improvements are made, I won’t mind.
On another positive note from Sunday! My boy Woodrow from college is hooking me up with a brand new copy of Uncharted 2 from eBay for 30 bucks. That definitely kicks the shit out of having to pay $60 bucks for it. You honestly don’t find people that can genuinely trust you like that and it’s good that Dro considers me to be a trustworthy friend. I’ll probably toss him a few more dollars for using his credit card for my sake. I’ve always been that way and I don’t plan on shifting away from it.
Ah, damn! This upcoming week is going to be absolute hell! I’ve got an Accounting test on Monday, a speech due on Tuesday, and another test on Thusday. If I can honestly survive it, I’ll be good to go. On the positive side, they are going to be mailing out refund checks and I’ll finish paying off Ultimate Ninja Storm 2 and giving Corey $200 to pay off my portion of the PS3. That ended up working out nicely because he was able to get his new laptop with the $200. It’s funny when my mom talks about how envious she is over the fact that we all get along so well as siblings because I don’t think of it as a challenge. My brother and my sister have always looked out for me and I’ve tried my best to return the favor. It doesn’t take any effort at all whenever you have someone looking out for your best interest no matter what.
I think I’ll wrap it up here~ I’ve covered a lot and I feel very proud of this entry.