Pulling my thoughts together.
I really need to post more often. I forgot how this thing used to help me get my thoughts together and how different it feels venting in writing than it does in person. It suits me too because I'm not quick on my feet so it gives me more time to collect my thoughts before I spit them out.
I'm a hot mess right now. This breakup/potential move situation is really stressing me out and I feel so alone although I'm surrounded by people. Sometimes I wish it would just happen already so I can start grieving about that too and eventually get back to my normal self. I hate goodbyes.
I wish I didn't have to work so much to save for the move. I'd really like to enjoy my last month and a half here and really be able to take everything in. I need to hit the lottery. Or find a sugar daddy. That would be sweet.
I'm a hot mess right now. This breakup/potential move situation is really stressing me out and I feel so alone although I'm surrounded by people. Sometimes I wish it would just happen already so I can start grieving about that too and eventually get back to my normal self. I hate goodbyes.
I wish I didn't have to work so much to save for the move. I'd really like to enjoy my last month and a half here and really be able to take everything in. I need to hit the lottery. Or find a sugar daddy. That would be sweet.