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So its really early, or really late, depending on how you look at things. I miss Rob alot =[ but now that ive talked to a friend of mine im grateful that i get to see him as often as i do. I guess that you dont know what youve got until someone has to rip your eyes out and force you to see. Or, until its gone. But thank god ive still got him. He and i fight alot. But even though they can get intense, i know he still loves me and theres no doubt in my mind otherwise. Ive been doing alot of thinking tonight, im in an atmosphere where i feel comfortable and i feel like im able to stay up as late as i want thinking things through without feeling like someone either doesnt want to hear it, or like im unwelcome. I talked to somebody tonight who really helped me sort things out. I have nothing to hide about how i feel about Rob and quite frankly I dont care what any of you have to say about it anymore. I care alot about Rob, and I don't want to feel like its not right of me to say it. Im happy with the way the relationship is going now, finally completely content with what ive got around me, and i dont want to mess it up by not putting how i feel into the open. Im 3000 miles away from home, and this is the closest ive gotten since i moved here over a year ago.
And im happier than ive been in such a long time. I dont have to worry about anything anymore.
So thank you Rob, for making all the difference.. and thank you Brian for making me realize i should be more grateful for what ive got, and not take it for granted.
love you.
*brandy*
And im happier than ive been in such a long time. I dont have to worry about anything anymore.
So thank you Rob, for making all the difference.. and thank you Brian for making me realize i should be more grateful for what ive got, and not take it for granted.
love you.
*brandy*