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why is the world spinning so much. everything is a blur. i dont know whats wrong, or how to fix it. i miss kerry. i miss laurel. i miss lauren. and yasemin. and maggie. everything is just so foreign.
i lost a best friend. and i hate it. is it worth my time to even worry about anymore? i hate how you can lose something so special, all because they heard something from someone, that frankly, didnt even happen. but who do they believe. not me of course. why? i have no fuckin clue.
i want to be able to see everything clearly. i want to be able to look forward to what will be coming my way tomorrow, or next week, or an hour from now. im too stressed. too incredibly irrated with everything that is going on. what is going on? i have no fuckin clue. once again.
i want this to all go away. i want everything to be better again.
i lost a best friend. and i hate it. is it worth my time to even worry about anymore? i hate how you can lose something so special, all because they heard something from someone, that frankly, didnt even happen. but who do they believe. not me of course. why? i have no fuckin clue.
i want to be able to see everything clearly. i want to be able to look forward to what will be coming my way tomorrow, or next week, or an hour from now. im too stressed. too incredibly irrated with everything that is going on. what is going on? i have no fuckin clue. once again.
i want this to all go away. i want everything to be better again.