Feb 25, 2004 22:34
my english teacher told me to write a paper on a person who has a positive influence in my life. i picked EJ. he has done alot for me in the past year. not only has he been there for me no matter what, he's put up with all my shit, all my drama, and mostly treated me with the upmost respect. he influences me to to do better in school. ive never felt this way towards anyone. and never have someone feel it back. he's the FIRST guy i actually trust, the first guy i rode in his car with, he's the only guy and the first, that when we kiss, it means something. and i get butterflies and i flutter. he's the first guy that i waited damn near 6 months for and the wait was well worth it. he has taught me that even though life bites you in the ass, just to bite it back and move on and forget all the troubles. he's the guy who taught me not to look in the past and or too far into the future with things but just to think about the present. he's the one guy who tells me im beautiful and not ''HOT''. he's the one guy i could look in the face and talk to without having to feel all weird. he's the one guy who thinks me snortin is the best ever. he's the one guy who i can be honest and trusting with. he's the one guy whos hands fit PERFECTLY into mine. he's the FIRST guy i played footsie with. =] hes the first guy and only guy that i would want to bring home to show the family. he, all in all, is first of many things. he's the first to treat me liek no other has treated me before. and i like it, a lot. he, all in all, is a best friend, boyfriend, and guardian. he's just so wonderful. and im thankful everyday. so thanks baby. =] thanks so much.
that my friends had me in tears because its all so true. he's liek my childhood dream come true. but why me? there is SO much more to it, that if i were to type it all out id take up so much space.
sorry for the sappy 'emo' entry. haha. in alg two today i was so pissed i started tearin up cuz these damn tests. i know the shit..i get test jitters, ya know. some people know the shit and dont take tests well.[coughMEcough]. and i think i passed my us history exam on worldwar two. i know that shit for shiz. haha. and in chemistry we had a test. JEEZ ALL THESE DAMN TESTS!
tommrow i have to stay back for alg two and then ashley, me, melly, and jaymi are going to work out. yay..gettin in shape for prom [at least i am].then i can start tanning. i am not going to be milky white come around prom time. well i hope ej and sarah and corey and the rest of em are havin a blast performing west side...their really nice at what they do. i havent talked to ej in a while....=/ i miss that kid.
HURRY UP FRIDAY!!
btw..HEY LINDSEY!!!