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Its freakin October so why the heck is it 91 degrees outside?!?! Not that it matters anyways though since I have spent all weekend inside writing this crazy paper... and Im still not half way done. This is the hardest paper I have ever writen so far in college, and its driving me a little nuts, but I absolutly love it :) I just really love learning these theories and disorders and bleh bleh bleh, even when its hard. I have been in therapy for a little over a year now and Im so ready to just be done... not that I hate it or anything, because its been lifechanging... just I feel stuck. I know and see the patterns, i know my diagnosis, i know i can change, and i have done alot of it, but there are some major things im ready to triumph over and i just havent been able to and i feel like i have really been trying hard. Its really scary because what if I dont? Will I ever be able to help others? Will I ever figure myself out? This is all stupid talk anyways becasue Im going to.
and im pmsing.
and i need to go back to my paper now.
and im pmsing.
and i need to go back to my paper now.