Apr 19, 2006 17:53
well i would have to say that life has never been better. as far as where im at, i wouldnt want to be anyone else or anywhere else. there is so much in my past i could regret but im not going to. its made me who i am now. no, im not strong, but im still me. and im not all who i want to be yet but i like to think some charecter has come out of it. well, i know there has been so much growing this year. my first year at jbc has gone by so fast. its definitly been pretty hard. moving away and losing contact with the people who were closest to me and held me up for so long is something ive never gone through. but, ive learned to have my own faith and be me. not who someone wanted me to be or tried to make me. meee. its something i didnt want but needed at the same time. no, im not completly ok with who i am, yet, but crap am i getting there. anyways, i went home this weekend and it was greaaaaat. saturday matt and i helped with an easter thing for the kids at mt. carmel then went to the braves game. and easter i went to church and stuffed my face all day. so there is a few more weeks until finals then i come home for about a month. then my internship. then home for a few more weeks then back to school. and i switched my program major. its now double major in bible and counseling and i guess you would call it a minor in childrens ministry. im working really hard to keep my gpa at atleast 3.0 so i can get into grad school for child therapy or something like that. those are my "plans". but im pretty sure non of you keep up with this anymore so it doesnt matter anyways. laaater.