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i am so glad tomorrow is friday. i'm just really tired from SOL week and i am going to relax tomorrow after school..get a pedicure...do my hair..nails...for prom on saturday!!
ive been pretty busy this week
tuesday i started my religion class. the syllabus said to read 4 chapters in my goddesses book and i did..and took a crap load of notes. i probably spent about 5 hours total.
wednesday i cooked a dinner at the homeless shelter with my parents and izzy. it was a volunteer dinner for fredericksburg employees...so my daddy went since he is the police chief. it was really sad..i dont feel like going into detail..but basically..my heart broke into a billion pieces for the kids there.
today i went to school. very happy. took an SOL. did work. RANDOMLY had a rage attack and snapped and started crying and going crazy during 5th period. haha. anyway after school i had a drs appt to check up on my medicine that i started 2 weeks ago. i also told the doctor that i hadnt taken the med in 2 days because i ran out..and he like freaked about how you cant stop cold turkey or you will have with drawals. which is probably why i kurked out today and randomly bitched out a bunch of people and started crying. but anyway he suggested to take a pill as soon as possible..which probably wasnt a good idea..because know i am WIDE AWAKE. i took the pill at like..5ish..its a morning pill. haha ohwell. oh and in case anybody is wondering what it's for its for anxiety..and oh my god..it works miracles. i am so relaxed and dont care about anything and it feels so good. but i also dont feel medicated.
then at 7 tonight i had my 2nd religion class. OMG .i LOVE LOVE LOVE THE CLASS. i feel like i am learning so many things i have never even thought about. we basically just have an open class discussion about religious themes, symbols, rituals, etc etc. right now we are studying religion before christianity. and it is so interesting because women were so dominant and considered so sacred for having children. women were just so highly valued..its fascinating. i also love the class because it is small, and the professor is old..but goofy..and a great lecturer. also the class is really quiet..i am probably the most talkative..and by far the youngest. most are like in their 2nd year of college or married and taking classes etc etc. but i love it a lot..and the professor teased me a lot tonight because he found out i was going to prom on saturday. ohyeah speaking of the religion class..nobody did any of the reading or any notes. haaha. i guess it was the assignment for next week. and my assignment for next class is to only read about 6 pages in my book. so basically i jumped the gun..or whatever..and did a poop load of work for no apparent reason.
okay okay. so saturday is prom. it should be interesting. especially since my prom date's mom is a hardcore school mom..and like...is running afterprom..and we arent going...at all. hahahaha. she told him afterprom or go home and go to bed. and she thinks hes going..and hes never going to show up...because he will be out for the whole night. so PROM WILL BE INTERESTING. now i should try for some sleep.
sorry if this is confusing or hard to read..i just had a bajillion things to say
ive been pretty busy this week
tuesday i started my religion class. the syllabus said to read 4 chapters in my goddesses book and i did..and took a crap load of notes. i probably spent about 5 hours total.
wednesday i cooked a dinner at the homeless shelter with my parents and izzy. it was a volunteer dinner for fredericksburg employees...so my daddy went since he is the police chief. it was really sad..i dont feel like going into detail..but basically..my heart broke into a billion pieces for the kids there.
today i went to school. very happy. took an SOL. did work. RANDOMLY had a rage attack and snapped and started crying and going crazy during 5th period. haha. anyway after school i had a drs appt to check up on my medicine that i started 2 weeks ago. i also told the doctor that i hadnt taken the med in 2 days because i ran out..and he like freaked about how you cant stop cold turkey or you will have with drawals. which is probably why i kurked out today and randomly bitched out a bunch of people and started crying. but anyway he suggested to take a pill as soon as possible..which probably wasnt a good idea..because know i am WIDE AWAKE. i took the pill at like..5ish..its a morning pill. haha ohwell. oh and in case anybody is wondering what it's for its for anxiety..and oh my god..it works miracles. i am so relaxed and dont care about anything and it feels so good. but i also dont feel medicated.
then at 7 tonight i had my 2nd religion class. OMG .i LOVE LOVE LOVE THE CLASS. i feel like i am learning so many things i have never even thought about. we basically just have an open class discussion about religious themes, symbols, rituals, etc etc. right now we are studying religion before christianity. and it is so interesting because women were so dominant and considered so sacred for having children. women were just so highly valued..its fascinating. i also love the class because it is small, and the professor is old..but goofy..and a great lecturer. also the class is really quiet..i am probably the most talkative..and by far the youngest. most are like in their 2nd year of college or married and taking classes etc etc. but i love it a lot..and the professor teased me a lot tonight because he found out i was going to prom on saturday. ohyeah speaking of the religion class..nobody did any of the reading or any notes. haaha. i guess it was the assignment for next week. and my assignment for next class is to only read about 6 pages in my book. so basically i jumped the gun..or whatever..and did a poop load of work for no apparent reason.
okay okay. so saturday is prom. it should be interesting. especially since my prom date's mom is a hardcore school mom..and like...is running afterprom..and we arent going...at all. hahahaha. she told him afterprom or go home and go to bed. and she thinks hes going..and hes never going to show up...because he will be out for the whole night. so PROM WILL BE INTERESTING. now i should try for some sleep.
sorry if this is confusing or hard to read..i just had a bajillion things to say