May 06, 2009 01:44
Oh, LiveJournal.
I don't know what to do with myself! I'm leaving Thursday. Sean is leaving Thursday morning, and I HOPE, I HOPE I will see him tomorrow. I NEED to see him!! I love him I love him I love him. I do indeed!!!!
Then, I get an offer to bake, play video games, and nap - TOGETHER - with someone else. Why is this sounding interesting? I know this other source, whom I will not mention, has a girl thing fling. It doesn't even sound appealing!!
And Katie's not online right now. boo. I really need her right now!!
I LOVE SEAN. I do.
I was studying for my math final, and I just came across times when he has helped me. And, I was getting stressed and tense. Coming up to that didn't help. I almost started to cry. I had to pack everything up and put it away to give myself down time before the test. I almost cried because of the whole summer thing, and Spain. Yes, I want to go, but I want him to be there, too. He knows Spanish as well as I do!
Funny, I was studying and I say this folded paper that had "I <3 U" written on it. I just kept thinking, "who wrote this? I don't write like this.." I didn't think to flip it over until ten minutes ago. When I did flip it over, it was Sean's handwritting working out a problem.
This is why I love him..............